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| I'll remember you. |
[11 Mar 2008|08:35pm] |
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I'll remember you-No secrets |
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You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
If the day should come when you need someone
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you.
& i thought i was over it.
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| When you felt like you didn't treasure them enough |
[09 Mar 2008|09:54pm] |
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I miss the Netballers, I do.
I miss the random ramblings, I miss the crazy times, I miss the trainings together, I miss all of their laughter and silly doings.
Just got an Email from Mr.Teh, and it said something like "outgoing of captains" and "incoming of captains"...And it hit me then. The past 2 years has been crazy, it has been wild. Being captain was never so hard within these 2 years, especially in sec 3. Because our season ended real early, our seniors "retired" earlier than usual, and we were coachless. That was one of the most "down" times of my netball life in SC. I didn't know what to do, there didn't seem to be a clue to what we were going to, or where we're heading towards. The 3-4 months of pure physical and anyhow games were somewhat demoralising. When I saw the other CCAs happily contented with their coaches, I couldn't help but feel a wave of disappointment. It was the helpless feeling that you keep getting repeatedly, with the countless reminders Mrs Lim kept giving me about the coach stuff and how we were all trying desperately to find a coach to stop the questions in everyone's mind. Everytime I looked at the team, I felt as though I failed them.
Then, a miracle came, a very,very,very huge miracle came. Mr Teh and Biwen stepped into SCnetball. That was the new start, the start of something new. It felt as though all our passion, the hope and motivation has been roused again. To be honest, I was so sick of netball last year until Justin Mr.Teh came. The past months have been hectic, but satisfying. Netball was never the same again.
To think that everything's over now, a chapter of my netball life has officially sealed its end.
Suddenly, trainings feel so weird. Bdiv sounds seemingly strange and distant all of a sudden too.
Rahhh.
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[07 Mar 2008|06:40pm] |
Sometimes thoughts just run through my mind.Thoughts that doesn't seem right.Thoughts that makes me doubt the people around me.Thoughts that seem so naive & raw.Such a thinking does get on my nerves sometimes.The problem is, I don't know how to counter it. Its just that little bit of insensate feeling each time.The perplexed yet uncontrollable thoughts of the surroundings.Everything situated everywhere.When will this ever end.
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[04 Mar 2008|07:25pm] |
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I felt so old when we all went back for training yesterday. Mr Teh went, "BDiV!& sec4s!"That just sounded so weird..I don't want to leave.Damn.
I really wished we had one more year. Just one more.
He introduced so many new things to them. Like different drills and ball handling and new circuit.
I'm very sure it'll make netball the fittest CCA :)
I want toooo..But its too lateeeee.
Stupid O's, making our lives more miserable than it already is.
& i still feel sad sometimes.
Now the days they all turn black,
And our dreams all start to fade,
But there’s no turning back,
Cause the world keeps turning,
(Why do you tell me you care if you're not gonna stay)
And my hearts still burning,
Why do tell me you care?
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[01 Mar 2008|04:11pm] |
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Man I just found this online.
I miss NZ.
I miss so many things.
Damnnn.
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[01 Mar 2008|01:23am] |
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I see you next to me, but still you feel so far away
Where did we go wrong?
I guess this is a part where you look at me and say: "Goodbye"
And I’m sick of feelin down,
So I guess it’s time for me to say goodbye
There's only hate.
There's only tears.
There's only pain.
There is no love here.
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[28 Feb 2008|07:15pm] |
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That's the back & front of our shirt...Its finally here & I love this shirt :)
Anyway, went for some BioTalk on wednesday at science centre, we got to roam around the science centre for quite awhile before going for the talk, quite fun :) The mummies, the DNA, the BODY.THE MIRROR. The LARGE crab. And we had this Praxis thing that was pretty much interesting, there was retirement, savings,insurance,STOCK,employment...And yes it was some finance game.We spent 4.5 hrs playing two games of that. How nice.
Waterhorse's really sad..But its a show to watch if you like kids and well, waterhorses which looks a bit like a dinosaur, or a lizard.
Bishan Recycling was okay in the end, I went around with Ctas and we collected hell a lot of newspapers just from 5 levels alone, we had so much difficulty trying to get all of them down, which we did eventually, naturally.
I got a daily scheduler, to plan my time, isn't that just so exciting.
I'm going to be really studious(I hope).But the thing is, 24 hours one day is simply too short a time, it gets on my nerves sometimes.And I need to train. I feel like such a fatass pig just not exercising, I don't want my muscles to FLAB, so yes, training pleaseeee.
Going to watch Jumperr, I want to watch Jumperr, Coconutttt hurry!
help me someone.
So tell me where do I start
Cause it's breaking my heart
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